And I haven’t ha processed sugar in 9 days. Only fruit. Nothing else and barely fruit. Headache from hell but my body is detoxing. I don’t even have too many cravings, it just sucks. I feel drained.
I’m hoping when I hit 2 weeks it’s all gravy from there. :)
Other than that, everything is going really well.
On a personal note… I allowed a recent ex of mine to discourage me from fit modeling, competing, meeting people in the fitness industry and even creating a tumblr (he wouldn’t even allow me to post the pictures I HAD taken when I was fit modeling)… I got to a point where I felt so hopeless, I stopped working out and began binging and purging uncontrollably (I still struggle with this). Looking back, I wish I had stood up for myself and not allowed someone else to discourage me from going after what I really wanted, just because he was insecure about his own shortcomings and failures. I should never have let someone else influence me the way he did. I vow to myself never to let another person stand in the way of my dreams. I will stand up for myself, I will believe in myself and I will never let another negative person remain in my life. It’s not healthy and it’s not ok, I deserve better than that!
Sorry if this was triggering for anyone! I haven’t shared much personal stuff before, but I felt like this was relevant to this quote I stumbled across today.Â